This poem is about that confusing phase after a breakup, when you start moving on, but the guilt doesn’t leave. When memories stop hurting, but your heart still refuses to accept it.
When talking to someone new feels like you’re cheating on your past.
When you wonder: “If I’m moving on… does that mean my love was fake?
This poem is for everyone who has felt lost between love, heartbreak, healing and guilt. For everyone who tried to stay loyal to a memory long after the person walked away.
Written & Narrated by: Abhash Jha
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LYRICS:
Main bhi toh jhootha hi nikla yaar
Kehta tha jee nahi paunga tumhare bina
Jee raha hoon
Tumhare baad kisi se baat tak bhi nahi kar paunga
Kar raha hoon
Kabhi kabhi sochta hoon, main kuch galat toh nahi kar raha
Tum yaad karne pe yaad aa rahi ho
Aisa kyun?
Main kisi aur ke saath hasta hoon toh bura kyun lagta hai
Kyun lagta hai ki dhokha kar raha hoon
Kyun?
Pyar saccha ho toh ussey move on karna mumkin nahi hai
Aisa hi sunta aaya tha main
Ki agar tum bhool gaye usey toh woh pyar tha hi nahi
Toh mera pyar bhi jhootha tha kya?
Yaadein toh pareshan karni chahiye tumhari
Kar hi nahi rahi
Beech beech mein aisa kyun lagta hai
Ki main tumhe replace kar raha hoon
Chodh ke toh tum gayi ho
Aur main hi guilt mein jee raha hoon
Ek waqt tha jab tumse baat kiye bina sota nahi tha
Ab neend kaise aa jaati hai
Woh sahi the kya jo kehte the
Aadat kaisi bhi ho chooth jaati ho
Maine bhi toh kitne waade kiye the tumse
Poore toh main bhi nahi kar paaya na
Kaha tha, dil tumhare baad kahin lag nahi payega
Par lagaane ki koshish toh kar hi raha hoon na
Khush rehna bhi saza sa kyun lag raha hai?
Tumhare chodh jaane ke baad bhi tumhe chodhne mein
Bura sa kyun lag raha hai?
Kyun main jaan boojh ke yaad karna chahta hoon tumhe
Ki main apni nazron mein sahi rahu
Ki mera pyar toh jhootha nahi tha
Saari galti tumhari thi
Aur main ab tak dard mein hoon
Move on nahi kar paa raha tha toh gadbad
Ab uss raah chal diya, toh aur gadbad
Kya kiya jaaye
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