In this emotional Hindi poem by Abhash Jha, the poet dives deep into the feeling of confusion, the struggle with emotions, and the search for peace within oneself.
The poem reflects on the contradiction of life — moments of joy quickly turning into frustration, love turning into anger, and feeling overwhelmed by your own thoughts.
It’s a beautiful journey through emotional highs and lows, where the poet constantly questions: "Kahin kuch toh badal gaya hai, par kyun?"
If you’ve ever felt uncertain or misunderstood, this one’s for you.
Written & Narrated by: Abhash Jha
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LYRICS:
Kuch toh hai jo main badla badla lagta hoon aaj kal
Kaam sahi karne jaata hoon galat ho jaata hai
Mann ek jagah baith nahi raha
Dimag bhi ghoome jaa raha hai har jagah
Ek pal usey pyar se dekhta hoon
Dusre hi pal gussa aa jaata hai
Main mazaak mazaak mein dil ki baat bol deta hoon
Phir lagta hai usey meri baat buri lag gayi hogi
Abhi socha hai ussey aaj ke baad baat nahi karunga
Phir agle minute hi sochta hoon
Abhi woh kya kar rahi hogi?
Kabhi shor bohot chubhta hai mujhe
Kabhi sannatte se darta hoon main
Kabhi mujhe nafrat hoti hai logo ko dekh kar hi
Kabhi bas kisi ke gale se lagna chahta hoon main
Kabhi duniya se rooth ke baith jaata hoon
Kabhi lagta hai koi manaane aaye
Kabhi akela hi kaafi lagta hoon khud ko
Kabhi lagta hai koi bulaane aaye
Koi puchega mera haal mujhse main theek hai bol ke chal dunga
Par koi sach mein jaanna chahega toh mujhe nahi pata
Shayad ro dunga
Kabhi sochta hoon koi mujhse pyar kyun nahi karta
Phir lagta hai sab ke sab bhaadh mein jao yaar
Jo hota hai acche ke liye hota hai bolta hoon khud ko
Phir agle hi pal lagta hai hamesha main hi kyun yaar
Bade bade faisle bina soche le leta hoon aur choti choti baaton ko sochta reh jaata hoon main
Khud hi raasta chuna hai maine phir bhi har mod pe rukta hoon
Aur puchta hoon khud se
Sahi toh jaa raha hoon na main?
Kabhi bohot pyar aata hai uss pe
Kabhi baat tak karne ka mann nahi karta
Kabhi sabse hass ke milta hoon main
Kabhi kuch bhi accha nahi lagta
Kabhi kuch mehsoos nahi hota mujhe
Khushi gham kuch nahi
Kabhi saare jazbaat ek saath haavi ho jaate hain
Aur phir main nahi bachta kahin
Kuch toh hai jo main badla badla sa lagta hoon aaj kal
Darne waali baat nahi hai phir bhi ghabrahat hai
Kyun?
Mann ek jagah baith nahi raha dimag bhi ghoome jaa raha hai har jagah
Ek hi sawaal puch raha hoon khud se kya hai yeh
Aur kyun?
Nahi sawaarna duniya ko mujhe
Pehle khud sulajh jaun
Kaafi hai
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