This heartfelt Hindi poetry by Abhash Jha speaks about emotional numbness, overthinking, loneliness, and the invisible pressure of expectations.
If you’ve ever felt lost in your own thoughts or questioned where life is heading, this piece will hit home.
Take a moment, listen, and maybe, feel a little less alone.
Written & Narrated by: Abhash Jha
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LYRICS:
Bohot shaant ho gaya hoon main
Baithe baithe kho jaata hoon khayalo mein
Kahin dekhta hoon toh dekhta hi reh jaata hoon
Ulajh sa gaya hoon, apne hi kinhi sawaalo mein
Koi kuch bhi soche mujhe le ke, pata nahi kyun farq nahi padta
Andar se khaali hota jaa raha hoon, issiliye bahar se bhi khud ko accha nahi dikhta
Kya kar raha hoon main? Kahan jaana hai?
Gussa aata hai khud pe, kyun ho gaya hoon aisa?
Kya haalat bani hai khud ki, hamesha thaka hua
Kitna hasta rehta tha pehle, main kyun nahi paa raha ab waisa
So ke uthne ke baad bhi soya jaisa nahi lagta
Main badal gaya hoon, mujhe koi bhi dost mere jaisa nahi lagta
Na kisi se milna chahta hoon, na baat karna chahta hoon
Mujhe logo ke kareeb jaana, accha nahi lagta
Koshish kar kar ke thak gaya hoon
Rukna chahta hoon thoda
Par waqt mujhe theherne ki ijazat nahi de raha
Keh raha hai abhi ruk gaya toh haar jayega
Chidh chidha sa mann ho gaya hai
Kisi ke mazaak pe bhi hasi nahi aati
Darr lag raha hai kuch dino mein dawaayi na leni pad jaaye
Jaise haalaat hai uss hisaab se toh umra, ho gayi hogi aadhi
Hafte, mahine, saal, aivanyi beet jaa rahe hain
Itna akela rehne lag gaya hoon ki log mera astitva hi bhoolte jaa rahe hain
Gayab ho gaya hoon, main bhi dhundh raha hoon khud ko
Main kya banna chahta tha, yeh kya bana rahe hain?
Sab chodh dene ka mann karta hai
Phir khayal aata hai parivaar ka
Unn apno ka jinhone mujhse ummeedein lagaayi hain
Toh har subah unke liye, jagna toh padega
Kaisi baat kar raha hoon main? Khud ko bhi pasand nahi aa raha
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