“Bekaar Ho Gaya Hoon Main” is a deeply emotional Hindi poetry about that phase of life where everything feels dull, silent, and meaningless. When you stop feeling excited, stop talking to people, and even laughter feels heavy.
This poem captures the emotions of loneliness, numbness, and emotional fatigue that many silently live with. It’s for everyone who feels lost, disconnected, or tired of pretending to be okay.
Listen till the end — you might find your own emotions hidden in these lines.
Written & Narrated by: Abhash Jha
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LYRICS:
Aaj kal bada khaali khaali sa lagta hai
Mann bohot, bhaari baari sa lagta hai
Na udaas hoon, na khush hoon, lag raha hai bas hoon
Koi dikkat nahi hai phir bhi pata nahi, kyun aisa sa lagta hai
Kisi cheez ki khwahish hi nahi hoti
Main akela ho gaya hoon aaj kal kisi se baat nahi hoti
Khilkhilaata hua chehra gir kyun gaya hai?
Aur mujhe iska jawaab mil kyun nahi raha hai?
Bohot aalsi ho gaya hoon main
Neend aati rehti hai
Kaafi thaka hua mehsoos karta hoon
Koi ek baat hai jo baar baar yaad aati rehti hai
Gehri neend soye huye bohot waqt ho gaya hai
lag raha hai bas zinda hoon, khaas kuch ho hi nahi raha hai
Chahatein mar gayi hai meri, koi accha hi nahi lagta
Baatein andar bohot hain, par karne ka mann hi nahi kar raha hai
Dostiyan bhi bas naam ki hain
Koi dil se dil ka rishta nahi
Main bohot se whatsapp group pe hoon
Par unke asli group ka hissa nahi
Main badal gaya hoon ya badal diya gaya hoon
Aaj tak samajh hi nahi aaya
Ek insaan aaya zindagi mein
Uske baad koi pasand hi nahi aaya
Usne bhi dhoka de diya, akele marne chodh diya
Sahi kehte hain pyar ek baar hi hota hai, uske baad maine dil mein kisi ko aane hi nahi diya
Andar ek ghabrahat se rehti hai, ki sab, chooth jayega
Main ek bulbule ke peeche bhaag raha hoon, jo mujhe pata hai, phoot jayega
Pata nahi kya kya baatein karta hoon main, bahar nahi bolna chahiye yeh sab
Koi sunn le toh pakka hai, ki toot jayega
Par kya karu, thodi bohot raahat, likh kar hi milti hai mujhe
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