In “Ab Main Tumhara Hona Nahi Chahta”, Abhash expresses how he gave everything - his time, his efforts, his heart, yet was met with indifference. It’s a realization that “Pyar Nahi Respect Zaroori Hai”.
If you’ve ever loved someone so deeply that you forgot yourself, or if you’ve ever struggled between love and self-respect, this poem will resonate with you.
Written & Narrated by: Abhash Jha
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LYRICS:
Mujhe tumhari, khud se bhi zyaada parwaah hai
Khud ko bhi kabhi lagne nahi diya, ki mera pyar bas ek tarfa hai
Matlab saamne tum ho bhi nahi phir bhi saari baatein tumse hi ki
Khud ko hi kaha jo kehna tha tumhe
Tumhare hisse ka jawaab bhi diya khud hi
Par jab bhi baat kari na tumse
Tumne dhang se kabhi jawaab nahi diya
Main phir bhi koshish karta raha
Par meri koshish pe tumne dhyaan hi nahi diya
Hamesha shuruaat main hi karta tha
Mere haal se tumhe farq bhi nahi pad raha tha
Phir kahin na kahin laga mera wajood kho raha hai
Kyunki apni izzat se zyaada main shayad, tumhari parwaah kar raha tha
Tumhe hi sab kuch maan liya
Khud ka toh kuch raha hi nahi paas mere
Waqt laga par samajh aayi yeh baat
Ki pyar hona apni jagah hai par apni izzat ussey pehle
Ab tumhe paane ki khoj mein
Main khud ko khona nahi chahta
Mujhe pata hai main kuch bhi nahi hoon tumhara
Aur ab, hona bhi nahi chahta
Tumhe hasaane ke liye, main khud mazaak bana tha
Neend lagi thi bohot zor se, par tum pareshan thi, toh poori raat jaga tha
Mera waqt saara tumhara tha par tumhe koi kadar hi nahi thi
Pyar andha hota hai na, mujhe bhi tumhare alaawa koi khabar hi nahi thi
Main hosh kho baitha tha tumhari mohabbat mein
Tum dard bhi deti thi na toh, inaam samajhta tha
Meri baaton ko jab ansuna karke chodh dete the na tum
Mujhe pata tha tumne yeh jaan ke kiya hai par uss waqt woh harkat bhi main aam samajhta tha
Par ab aankhein khuli hain meri
Tumhare khwaab tale main ab
Sona nahi chahta
Mujhe pata hai main kuch bhi nahi hoon tumhara
Aur ab hona bhi nahi chahta
Pyar karne mein koi harz nahi hai
Lekin badle mein milega bhi, yeh ummeed nahi honi chahiye
Jab tak koshish theek hai tab tak chalne do
Lekin apni izzat se zyaada woh dusra azeez nahi hona chahiye
Maine bhi ki yeh galti par ab, samajh chuka hoon
Main tumhara nahi, tum meri nahi, yeh maan ke ab, sambhal chuka hoon
Haan, shuruaat mein maanne ko taiyaar nahi tha
Waqt laga par ab, sach mein badal chuka hoon
Khud ko giraaun tumhe haasil karne ke liye
Main pehle sa phir se hona nahi chahta
Mujhe pata hai main kuch bhi nahi hoon tumhara
Aur ab, hona bhi nahi chahta
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